Amazing

Wow sometimes in life you can be given a special thing that makes you feel AMAZING!! These things I am learning quickly to not take for granted but to ride the wave of exciting feelings and enjoy every second like it's an hour or more with a huge smile. Today I was given one of those days. I don't know how to express it or even if there is a way to express what I am feeling with anything other than WOW!!

The feeling is like a sense of euphoria and can not be replaced or taken by anyone no matter what happens. It makes you want to explore places in life you have always been too timid to go and stand for what you truly want in life and accept no less. All I know is that I want to feel like this for a long time even if it means pain and disappointment later down the road because I would never know how good this feels without the purest of opposite feelings. I also would never want to lose this day to avoid the hurt that may come along with it later. My knees are weak, my hands are almost too shaky to type, and my thoughts are racing a million miles a minute.

I am so thankful for this glimpse of what it could be like everyday and know in my heart I will one day get there everyday and not just for the one short glimpse of it. When talking to my best friend today about it I told her everyone needs this in their life to make them feel this special and amazing and she completely agrees with me and has had her own experiences just like it. I wish this for everyone I know and love to have this feeling one day or many days. Everyone go out and find something that will make you feel amazing and don't stop until you do please.